Is it ok for me to think that my dead brother is still my brother i am 12 and i was adopted when i was 2 weeks my biological mom neglected me and my brother and he was killed and drowned and I never got to know him and my adopted mom told me that she was never gonna tell me because when i find out about one of my family members died and i never got to know them i get crazy saying that they are my grandma, sister and more and whek i found out how he died it really hit me because all i can think about is a if it was my fault and what was going through his mind so am i wrong or crazy for still thinking that he is still my brother because the rest of family thinks i am crazy and are making jokes about me for believing that and i am 12 years old rn